Tag Archive: inside Ruby Ryder

Nov 28 2016

Of Dreams, Shelves and Tears

I had a marvelous dream this morning as I was on the edge of wakefulness. This man was cooking with me, in my kitchen. We were getting to know each other. He was a bright light, delightful to be around, relaxed and fun. I was trying to find a pot big enough to contain the …

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Nov 24 2016

Gratitude

So many things to be grateful for. Not just this day but every day. Where I live. People travel to where I live for their vacations! The ocean is close. The mountains are close. I can see the stars at night because I live out in the country. My home is big and comfortable. My …

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Nov 14 2016

Non-Sexual Touch – Are You Getting Enough?

Touch has always been very important to me. I have such fond memories of cuddling with my mom when I was still young enough to mostly fit in her lap. My mom was a big woman, soft and comfortable to lay against. Being held was comforting and reassuring on a deep level. It made me …

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Oct 04 2016

The Things I Missed

This is the third of 4 pieces about an encounter I had with a sociopath. The rest are here: My Encounter With a Sociopath Fuck You, Chicago Man Cleaning Out My Rooms This one   ❤❤❤❤❤   What did I miss? What did I not see that allowed me to engage so fully with a …

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Sep 24 2016

Cleaning Out My Rooms

This is the third of 4 pieces about an encounter I had with a sociopath. The rest are here: My Encounter With a Sociopath Fuck You, Chicago Man This one The Things I Missed ❤❤❤❤❤ Last night, I was feeling sad. I missed the sociopath. Upon closer inspection, rather than missing him personally, I missed …

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Sep 03 2016

Podcast #141

Pegging Paradise Podcast #141 ❤ Personal news from Ruby ❤ Update: She’s no longer confused, and their sex life is hot! ❤ Trust, honesty and surrender, his 50th year ❤ Pegging Celebration Time! ❤ Update: A year ago she asked if he was gay, things are different, now! ❤ I encouraged him, he asked her, …

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Sep 01 2016

Fuck You, Chicago Man

Please Take Note: This is a very angry open letter to a Sociopath who was a part of my life for a while. It is meant as a personal cathartic release. This piece of writing is not at all kind, nor is it meant to be. I am posting it publicly, for my own healing. …

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Aug 24 2016

My Encounter With a Sociopath

  This is the first of 4 pieces about an encounter I had with a sociopath. The rest are here: This piece Fuck You, Chicago Man Cleaning Out My Rooms The Things I Missed ❤❤❤❤❤ I met Chicago Man last November on OKCupid. He represented himself as single, never been married, no children, and looking …

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Jun 29 2016

Happy Birthday to Ruby!

Happy Birthday to Me!!! I turn 59 today. And I have a few things to say. First, I plan to be an amazing 60, so the next year could get a little wild. Just sayin’! Second – here’s my wish list! Or…the best birthday gift ever would be your patronage! Thank you for reading this …

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Jun 01 2016

Masturbation Month Finale

The unexpected. When gender expectations come into play. A beautiful soft-faced woman wearing ultra-feminine, lacy lingerie, pulled up to reveal a strap-on with a huge black dildo. Love this! Pegging is about fucking (literally) with gender norm expectations, after all. No wonder I love the contrast between masculine and feminine so much. Really thrills me! …

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